You’ll never be happy if you depend on others to make you happy. You have to learn to make yourself happy. Me? I tend to rely on others too much for my moods. I feel incapable of making myself happy. I don’t know if it’s just a part of being bipolar or not, but I hope I can overcome it. I am tired of depending on others to make me happy. At this rate I will never be completely happy. I guess all I can do is take it one day at a time, and slowly but surely I can get there. Maybe.